It was True....

Everything that is going on......

It is true....

i Wish it wasn't....

with these stress comes the downfall....
really thought i chould handle it... guess i was wrong....
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sigh....
there goes uni....
lost the mode to even look at a single equation...
guess i've gotta go through it all myself... =/

-Ben-

Stresses

I've got to keep my composure,

i've already have tons of stresses around the things i do,

i'm stressed beyond my knowledge, and well...

this is not the normal stresses that i face usually,

There's always be studies that i had to worry about... but now.... 

NOW.. family?

after all these years? why now?

On the finaly year of my university,

saying that i don't need more stresses!? why this!?

As i say to alot of my friends, and this time to my self, i've gotta suck it up and move onwards.....

i just need 8 months.... 8 more months to eventually reduce a significant doubt in my life.....

Don't you just hate it when you know you're right... and as no one took your advice... here we are today, in suffering and pain.....I've told everyone 5 years ago.... 5 LONG WINDED YEARS.....

WHY NOW...?

They had a full 5 years to act... and we're all now stuck in this mess... not just me... it's the family too....

-Ben-